13-26 Oct 2011
It was so exhilarating, fast, passionate and quick to extinguish. i've never laughed as much, nor cried as much. i guess only he can make me this happy and upset at the same time. i thought i'd forgotten what it felt like to truly be alive, but he manages to pack so much emotion into a single look. it makes my heart beat quicker. i'm in love, and i'm heartbroken. lost in limbo and unsure of when the dust will begin to settle.

I'm sitting on my bed, naked, my head brimming with a million thoughts. feeling a little overwhelmed, but somehow certain that this is where i should be.

Two days ago i was so set on what i wanted in life.